In my opinion, i was happy. I was getting a degree although my grades were not all that hot, I would leave school, get a job ad continue on the way I was going, because nothing was wrong with it. It is around this time that began hearing alot about havig an intermate love relationship with Jesus. Of course this wasnt as iinteresting to me, because again in my opinion there was nothing wrong.
On the 4th of January 2009, I realised that everything wasnt alright. I realised that there had to be more than what i was experienced. I didnt experience anything. I realised that I was not as hapy as I claimed to be. I was a shell, faking being always happy and it was killing me. I didnt notice it before. But God was calling me into a love relationship with him and I was tired of running. I was tired of being unsure of life or death. i was tired of being scared to travel or go anywhere for the fear of dieing in a not to Christian state. Fear began to grip me nor than anythiing. I was always afraid. It was not a good feeling.
That week I got a text message from a friend speaking to my present situation. i dont remember the exact text but it said...
You'll have to wait for it! hehehehe
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