So yes..The Academy award could have gone to me. My double standard life was working out well. I could fit in with the Christians and I could fit in with the not to Christian. I was living it up! Or so i thought. In January of 2008, I was on my way to a practice for the school's choir when the car that I was in got into an accident. I was in the front seat and had just put on my seat belt and closed my eyes. By the time i reopened them, the car had already hit and people were screaming. I flew out of the car so fast and checked to see if I was bleeding anywhere. I wasnt and so I started checking on everyone else in the car. Just to make sure everyone was alright. They were. That day was a long was a long one. Many things went through my head but I remember telling God that I would never sin ever again. And I was so serious. I had made up my mind to start living for Jesus.
And i did. For like a week. I was back to my old self once I got over the initial shock of almost being killed. I was so over it. So it was back to the pornography watching, double life living me. And again I was cool.
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